Mikham begam zendegi o doos dashtam vali dige nadaram !!!

Mikham begam doosetoon dashtam vali……

Na fek nakon ke mikhastam begam dige doostetoon nadaram mikham begam ke dige nemitoonam kasi o doos dashte basham hatta khodamo ! kheili vaghte ke dige khodam o doos nadaram chon dige oon pardisi nistam ke hamishe boodam o hame chisho khodam tasin mikardam ! hameye kheslataye khoobesho ! sabr o tahamolesho ,mehrabooniasho , khosh binii hasho va tarze tafakoresho ! vali hala chi ! motmaenam ke hamatoon midoonid ke dige nemitoonam mesle ghabl basham ! shayad fek konid ke manteghi nistam vali eshteba nakonid chon in dafe harcheghadr ham ke talash konam nemitoonam khodam o taghir bedam ! enghadr tasire badihaye mardom (nemigam kia ! khode har kas behtar midoone ke ba man ya har adame dige chi kar karde !!! ) faghat ino bedoonid ke hich vaght hich kas o bahameye khoobi ha ya badihash faramoosh nemikonam ! hamaro be khatere badi hashoon mibakhsham va arezoom ine ke mano be khatere hameye kootahiam bebakhshid !

Mikham begam ke mano tanha gozashtid ! too in donyayi ke mitoonestid komakam konid hich vaght mano nadidid ! shayad ham didid vali in man boodam ke hich chizi ro nadidam ! (in hamoon javabie ke hamishe behem midadid ! )

Mikham begam ke vaghti mordam mano tanha nazarid ! hich vaght baram gerye nakonid . chon gerye baes mishe ke faramoosham konid .chon ba gerye khali mishid va tamame khateratetoon ro ba man faramoosh mikonid !

Ashk nariz ! are ba toam . ba to ke alan dari vasiat namam o mikhooni .farghi nemikone ki hasti mohem ine ke ye ghatre az daryayi ! ye ghatre ke mano mishnasi . ye ghatre ke ye rooz behem hayat midad vali hala roo khak mireze va khak jazbesh mikone . man ye sham ham naboodam chon nooram ro hich kas nadid . chon vaghti khamoosh shodam to hamooni ke hamishe doost dashtam hala negarane ke jaye khalie sham o ba chi por kone ! vali ino bedoon ke cheshmet kheili zood be tariki adat mikone !

Azat ye khahesh daram , oonam ine ke mamanam o babam hich vaght nafahman ke man mordam . in akharin khahesham az in donyast .nemikham ghalbe shishei e mamanam be khatere kasi ke hich vaght rzeshesho nadasht tarak bardare . delam nemikham babaye mehraboonam fekre nakam moondane joojeye koochikesh baes beshe afsordegi begire . hamishe ashegheshoon boodam vali engar dige hich kas ino nemifahme .

Tanham nazar , delam barat tang mishe . har ki ke hasti bash . hatta age ye gharibeye ashna hasti !!!

Age toonestid har chan vaght ye bar sare khakam biayd o baham harf bezanid . age natoonestid ham vaghti baroon oomad be yadam bioft .shayad yeki az oon ghatreha man basham ke roo goonehat mishinam ta navazeshet konam ta bazam lahzehaye khoobe ba to boodan o be yad biaram .

Shayad oon goli ke kashtam hamishe yadesh bashe ke man ta zamani ke akharin golbargesh par par nashode sirabesh mikonam vali ……….vali hichi !

Asemoon delesh baram tang mishe .chon man har rooz tanha mehmoonesh boodam .tanha cheshmaye man bood ke har shab vaghti delam migerft ba asemoon ke akharin neshooneye khoda ro dasht dard e del mikardam . asemoon o doos daram chon hich vaght roosho azam bar nagardoond .chon hich vaght setarehasho bara khodesh bar nadasht. Chon hamishe enghad sekhavat dasht ke lakehaye mah o pushund o faghat zibayi ha ro behem neshoon dad .

Dele to o baghie baram tang nemishe . HICHVAGHT ! ino midoonam….. vali age ye rooz delet havamo kard be asemoon negah kon . age roo be rooye cheshat setareye koochik o roshani didi bedoon ke oon manam ke behet cheshmak zadam.

Delam bara hameye doostam tang mishe ………….

Hamishe az khoda mikham ke mano bebakhshe ! shoma ham baram doa konid …….

Shayad in ye shekle jadid az vasiat name bashe vali ghashangish be hamine ke az tahe dele ! be hich chize maddi ham rabti nadare chon man hich chizi too in donya nadaram be joz jesm o roohe khodam ! man kheili be in harfe paolu coelho eteghad daram ke mige vaghti kasi o doos darim mohem nis ke biroon az ma chi migzare chon hame chiz dar daroone ma migzare !!! mikham too in moddate kootahe baghimandeye omram ino hame ja o bara hame sabt konam ! shayad in tanha chizi bashe ke mano be yadetoon biare !!!

****Beside your hearts-------- > ****Unknown Girl